Oh where do I start, can't believe it's new years eve mum, where has this yr gone? So much has happened, our family holiday, dads 70th, race for life, me getting pregnant again and your not here. I miss you so much mum, I want to ring you so many times and ask "what shall I do?" mark,Darren,Colleen, Lisa,Matt and dad are all missing you in their own ways and it's not got any easier, just like you said it didn't when you lost your mum. I miss our chats more than anything,your hugs and your smile.I hope you are looking over us and proud of what you see. I love and miss you with all my heart. Xxxxxx