Its my dad's 70th birthday next week, and i so wish you were here mum, you would have organised it all, and even though he never enjoyed his birthday celebrations,and he'd of told you to stop making a fuss, he would have enjoyed it if you were here. Miss you more and more each day,not getting better,just easier to live with. we have so many milestones to face and the last two of this year being mine and lisa's birtday as I remember clearly what we were doing last year. and then xmas. You made xmas mum and your love and enthusiasm is sorely missed. xxxx