I'm gonna be honest here, the last 6 months I've never been more angry about your passing,we really need you, you held us all together, and I'm sure the things that are happening wouldn't be if you were here! Nothing made sense when you went and it's still the same feeling now? When does this change?! I'm sick of the sad memories, I want the good ones back, loving ones,funny ones!!! Oh mum, I just miss ya, even you dodgey legs, and the ugly feet I would rub for you! I miss your hugs, your love, I miss the smell of your hair and perfume you wore.i miss you nagging me to do things I just wasn't ready to do, I am even scared to thing of the things I would trade in to get you back!!!