It has been 6 months since you left us mum and we are still struggling coming to terms with the fact you will no longer be in our lives. We would do anything for a hug, a smile,to hold your hand, to say i love you or for you to crack a joke!!! ita gonna take a long time and at times its still so painful. Our future without you in it seems so dull,and I has so much i still wanted to share with you, marriage, children,holidays or just our days out. i miss you mum so very much. we are all looking after one another as best as we can. just want our mum back and our dad's best friend. xxxx